My mother passed away eleven days ago. I know it’s time that I return to writing, yet I find it difficult. I lack the focus and speed I once had. My head hurts. My heart aches. My stomach churns.
I know I'll never be the same, so I pray that I’ll be better than before. God uses every situation to build our character to be more like His. He is faithful, despite obstacles. He walked on, carrying that cross, as His head hurt, His heart ached, and His stomach churned. So must I.
Lord, make me more faithful like you.
If you are a reader, I thank you for the time you invest in reading what God lays on my heart each day, and I pray it encourages you in some way. I also thank you for the sympathy you will undoubtedly feel on my behalf. I ask that you praise God for His gift of grace in Jesus Christ that will allow me to see my mother again one day in heaven.
Meanwhile, I will continue my “Brighter Walk” with God through this dark valley by the light of His truth and grace. It is by trudging through the most difficult valleys that He leads us to new mountains to climb, with more magnificent views to behold.
Many of you are trudging your way, too. May you continue to trust in the truth that our God is beside you to guide you on your way.
“Jesus said to her, ‘Did I not tell you that if you believed you would see the glory of God?’” (John 11:40) Keep believing, friends. Keep trusting. Keep trudging. One day soon, we will find ourselves on a new mountaintop with God, with a fresh glimpse of eternity.
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. (Psalm 23)